Okay, I actually really love school. The teachers are great (most of them anyways), my peers are really awesome and I have amazing friends. But ever since Junior year started a few months ago, I have really hated school. Well maybe not school in general 'cause I have no idea what I would do without school. I guess its just this one class in particular; Graduation Project. This class hear is the most tedious thing in the world. You have to write a research paper, do an interview, do some kind of physical product thin based on your research and then you have to make a power point summing the whole project together ending with your "learning stretch." I swear to Bob I am Going to hunt down the person who came up with this genius idea of a class and kill them. If they are dead then I might go and pee on their grave or something, i don't know.
So, I know it doesn't sound like a lot of work but it actually. It's also highly time consuming when you are trying to balance that, one college class, and a high school chemistry class. Not only balancing that, but being in foster care and having to deal with the pressure of living in fear that you might have to go back home to a bratty four year old and a verbally abusive mom who wishes she had never given birth to you. My dag-on teacher doesnt seem to realize the stress that she has placed on each of us. We all have other things to do then just focus on that one class. She of all people should know that when she is also teaching about four periods of Honors English IV at Isaac Bear (thats the early college high school thing that I go to.) And then a few weeks ago are Final Copy of our research paper was due, I turn mine in on time. We just got them back today, the day that the portfolio's due. She expects us to have every single correction done on everything (includin the outline, paper, interview, bibliography, etc...) all in one night. It is about to be 4am and for the first time in my life I have bags under my eyes from lack of sleep. I don't know where I went wrong on the paper but for some reason it was worth a 65 i her eyes so now I have to redue that and several other things. Yeah, I know, life is great. But Its better to get as much done as possible and fail knowing you tried then fail knowing you did nothing.
Heeeyyyy I said something wise. Keep note of that cause i could be awhile before that happens again. xD Weelp, I guess I'm gonna get back to work on this stupid project. :\
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