Sucks to suck

Well... i don't really have much to say. The guy I thought I loved or liked thinks he is inlove with another girl so there gooes that freegin dream. I don't know, i'm tired of dreaming big. I'm tired of trying so hard to keep good grades, trying so hard to get people to like me. I'm just tired of it all. I know working this hard has payed off and will continue to pay off but I just want to escape and give up for awhile. But in reality I can't, so, im just gonna do what I do best: put on a smile, hold my head up and keep on walking.